I so appreciate my life today. I have come to realize what tragedies I have made for myself throughout the years. Why? I ask myself. God is the only one that knows. He has obviously had a purpose for me going through the hell that was in my life. It has made me a strong but changed individual today. I am in a very loving marriage, even through our trials and sins. I have beautiful children and an amazing family. I may have taken some or all of them for granted at some point, and for this I am truly sorry. I also have the most faithful and loving friends anyone could have. I know I have had to let some people go that I thought were friends, but have come to realize they were not helping, but hurting me. I pray for them. I think this has come about because I have learned to trust in God. I know not everyone believes in God, but please do not judge me because I do. Things will get even better the more I live my life in a great and positive way. And I have the help of a fabulous husband that keeps me on the path of good. Thank you all for letting speak these words. It is something I have needed to do for a long time, so that I can forgive myself for all the wrongdoings I have done over the years. God Bless you all.
Springtime Beauty April 16, 2013
I love Spring. When you walk outside one day and you see the product of your hard work. I planted several hundred flower bulbs las year and now they are finally coming up. BEAUTIFUL! Now I want all of you to know that this was not hard at all. I learned a lot of great tips by watching the Saturday gardening show on local TV. Also, a lot of my family loves to garden and that has been a great help. Don’t be afraid to ask for help when something is not going right. I will post more as they come up. Until then, Enjoy these beautiful days and bright colors.
The New Year January 11, 2012
Ok, so I haven’t been on here and done a post for a very long time. But, since it is a new year I thought why not start fresh and try to do at least three a week.
I am extremely excited for this year and all the blessings that I know we are going to receive. Vibes are running strong through my body and that seems to be a great sign.
So, check back in with me often and I think you will be very happy.
Thank you and Happy New Year to all.
Family of Importance March 19, 2011
How can I say what my family means to me? Let me start out by saying I enjoy each and every one of the in separate ways. Now I am not saying I love one more than the other but just in individual ways.
My oldest son J, lives with me and makes sure mom is not messed with. Everyone says that I favor him more than any of the others but this is not true. He is just the one that I connected with first and he was a mommy’s boy up until his dad and I got divorced. and he went to live with him.
The second child, C is an amazing girl. She is the studious of all my children. This year she will graduate after four years of college at Washington State University. Go Cougs!!! C has always been a daddy’s girl and probably always will be. I am so proud of her.
Third is another son C. He was and is honery from the word go. As soon as he was born, a month late mind you, I never got to hold him because they took him right to nicu. But here he is today being himself.
Last but not least, M. She has to be the most difficult and argumentative child. I love her to death but she is hard to raise. She is definitely her own person. She is such a daddy’s girl unlike any other. She will grow up to be tall and beautiful and smart though. I am confident in that.
I also have two other children that are my husbands. K who is tall, blonde and crazy cute. She is another studious one and funny. She will grow up to be a model I am sure. Then there is C who is another of our honery children. He loves to play outside. Also, he plays baseball each year and will probably grow up to be a professional baseball player.
My Husband, G. What can I say that would do him justice? He is that most amazing man who any woman could ask for in a husband. When he came into my life, it couldn’t have been at a better time. This man helped me in ways that others were just destroying me in. I will love him until my dying days.
So, there you have just a little bit of my loved ones. Enjoy, there will be more to come.